LethalCulture - All I Had Left (Lyrics)

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All I Had Left Lyrics -

i gave you the last pieces of me
now i don't even know who's in the mirror
just tired, just done

i didn't wanna write this
but you gave me no choice

I held the weight like a soldier does
covered your wounds while I bled because
you needed strength and I gave you mine
till my pulse slowed down now I'm flatlined

listened at 2:00am when you cried
gave you hope when you wanted to die
I showed up no matter the storm
now my soul's soaked and I'm left deformed

you took and took I stayed on call
now its me on the edge and you let me fall
you say love like it's cheap and fast
but love don't vanish when the skies go black

where the fuck were you when I shattered inside
when the tears hit the pillow every goddamn night
I gave you my light now I'm stuck in this dark
yall vanished quick left a hole in my heart

I gave you my fight my time my breath
now I'm just bones
you took all I had left

I stayed 10 toes through your storms and scars
but yall bounced quick when I showed my bars
you called me strong like that meant I'm fine
but I cried every night just to feel alive

held my chest while the panic hit
told myself they care but they never did
had a breakdown nobody came
guess my silence never made y'all shame

I was the glue for a broken team
now I'm cracked in ways you'll never see
family's just a word that you'll abuse
you dipped the second I couldn't be used

where the fuck were you when I shattered inside
when the tears hit the pillow every goddamn night
I gave you my light now I'm stuck in this dark
yall vanished quick left a hole in my heart

was I just a tool? was I just a crutch?
you showed fake love and I gave too much
I gave you my fight my time my breath
now I'm just bones
you took all i had left

miss me with that I didn't know line
you saw the signs you just declined
call me if you need me that's a lie
cause I did and all I got was silence in reply

I ain't your hero I'm not your fix
I'm not the one to save you quick
next time you'll drown and swim alone
cause I'm out the game my heart's gone stone

yeah I wrote this song as a burial speech
for the me that gave till I couldn't breathe
for the one who stayed when he shouldn't have stayed
who loved too deep and got left decayed

I'm not bitter I'm just done pretending
this chapter's closed this book is ending
you'll scroll one day maybe feel a sting
but by then I'll be gone no more puppet strings

where were you when the walls gave in
when I drowned in the dark and forgot how to swim
I bled for yall now I'm hollow and cold
left me to rot while you watched me fold

I broke in half just to keep you whole
carried your pain while I lost control
don't come back now that the damage is done
you were gone when I needed someone

no calls no calls
no texts no texts
no prayers no prayers
no checks no checks

no you good no you good
just silence just silence
that silence that silence
that told me everything

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